I react around you. Sometimes I convince myself that it's a good thing. But it seems like most of the time, it's a bad thing. We go back and forth. We act normal, are normal, convince ourselves that we are. Then something gets said, a look get passed, thoughts form and we're back to being weird.
I can't do this any longer. It's exhausting and time-consuming. There's a lot about you that I like and there's a lot that you make me feel. But I don't like who I become and I don't like that you can make me cry.
